Strangers In An Airport

"Sir... What is your final destination?", the woman asked again in a polite dispassionate tone.

When he finally managed to snap out of his reverie, he said "Bangalore, India".

"Do you have a transit visa?"

The woman was dressed in a blue suit and wore a matching scarf around her neck. Her blue eyes accentuated her sharp features which were drawn together into a confused frown.

"Sir... Sir... Mr. umm.. Moothe do you have a transit visa?", she was now visibly annoyed.

"No... No I don't. I'm sorry, I just..." Though by now he had grown used to people mispronouncing his name as Ash-win Moothe instead of Ashvin Murthy, he was still annoyed that his surname now meant mouth in Kannada. He started to explain why he seemed to be lost in a day dream when she cut him short.

"Your boarding pass says that you need one."

"I thought I don't need one since I am heading to India," he explained.

"Let me have a look..." She started keying in something on her keyboard. After a minute or so her expression resumed its original dispassionate form which closely matched her voice.

"Okay.. it looks like you do not need a transit visa. I am printing out your new boarding passes."

She handed him his boarding passes and flashed a practiced smile as she said "You're good to go."

"Thank you"

Glad to have just a small carry-on bag with him, he set off to the next ordeal: security check. The prospect of having to remove his belt and hold his trousers in place from falling to the ground did little to brighten him.

Maybe I should either buy clothes of the right size or grow fatter to avoid holding up my trousers like an idiot... sigh!

He eyed the boarding passes once again just to make sure that it was in order. He let out an inaudible groan when he saw the long line of people stripping off their jackets, shoes, belts and any object made out of metal and slowly trudging through the detectors.

Well, it's for our own security. A little embarrassment shouldn't hurt.

It took him nearly 30 minutes to get to the other side of the detectors. He slowly trudged along and made his way towards gate B24. As always he glanced through all the shops as he walked past them.

Hmm.. two coffee shops, one of them looked like an expensive cafe; three liquor stores parading as chocolate shops on the outside, two apparel stores selling t-shirts with quirky captions, a high-end expensive hand bag shop and a bar which looked like it had been lifted out of a tropical island.

He always wondered who in their right mind would ever buy a Mont Blanc watch in an airport. The entire showroom must be just an expensive advertisement. I guess being a sales representative here is probably the easiest and the most boring job in an airport.

When he finally reached the gate, he checked the LED display to ensure that he still had a couple of hours before boarding the flight. After he felt that the display had nothing more interesting to offer he scanned the chairs to find an empty one in the corner by the window. He slowly made his way, skirting around a baby trolley and the out-stretched legs of a man in a grey hoodie who seemed to be peacefully asleep, and settled down by the window. It was nearly a half past nine on a rather gloomy winter morning. The sun was trying hard to peek through the narrow gaps between the clouds every now and then. His eyes settled down on a small truck that was trying to unload something from an aircraft. Something he saw in the truck prompted him to remember the woman in blue.

What was her name.... hmm... Kelly I think. He smiled as he thought; She must have been quite annoyed with me just lost in my own world while she was trying to fix my transit visa issues.

He closed his eyes and soon his thoughts drifted to what his mind was originally preoccupied with. A girl.

When he opened his eyes, to his surprise he saw shafts of sunlight illuminating the nascent snowfall outside. It had not been cold enough that morning and yet it was snowing. It looked so surreal that he let out an almost inaudible "Woah!"

"It's beautiful, isn't it?"

Ashvin was surprised to find the man in the grey hoodie standing next to him transfixed at the sight outside.

The man shot a quick glance at him and said, "It didn't look like it would snow today." Noticing his startled expression, the man quickly added "My name is Aditya."

"My name is Ashvin."

On closer observation, Ashvin noticed that the man who had introduced himself as Aditya was clean shaved, gaunt, had a thick furry brow and a thin receding hairline. If he grew a thick mustache, he would have had a striking resemblance with a popular Kannada movie actor whose name seemed to just elude him at the moment. He almost unconsciously smiled imagining the mustache.

"Where are you heading?"

Aditya let out an audible sigh as he said "Home... India", especially emphasizing on the word Home in a slightly South-Indian accent. Once again the mustached Kannada movie actor popped up in Ashvin's mind.

Controlling his urge to smile again, he said "Sounds like you aren't too keen on going back."

"That's not the case, I am usually happy going home..." again emphasizing on the word usually, almost making it obvious that he wanted Ashvin to ask why. 

Deciding to play along, Ashvin said "Usually...?"

Like an overly enthusiastic actor eager to say his dialogue in a play, Aditya at once said "Ah! Well... this time when I go home, I am supposed to select a girl for marriage."

He looks like he is in his mid-twenties too. For a few moments Ashvin remained silent, again drifting away. He finally said "Marriage... do you have a problem with arranged marriage?"

Aditya scowled as he said, "It's not that I have a problem with arranged marriage. No, let me rephrase that. It's not just the arranged part that I have a problem with."

Ashvin noted that for a very normal, unremarkable guy; Aditya's obvious distaste for marriage was not ordinary. His frown said a lot more than his otherwise calm voice.

Ashvin politely inquired, "And why is it such a problem for you?"

"I have been given five 'options' by my parents; the set of girls they shortlisted based on their own criteria. Now I have to answer the biggest MCQ of my life by picking one out of the five options based on a few cups of filter coffee and a few awkward conversations. Couldn't they just make it a little fairer for me and throw in a 'none of the above' option!?" He suddenly burst out laughing aloud at his own joke.

Aware of the eyes watching them, Ashvin quickly glanced at his watch. Still another hour to go before boarding the flight. Coffee would be a good excuse to get away from here for a while. "Would you like to get some coffee?"

"Sure." Checking his watch, Aditya said "We still have an hour for boarding I guess."

As they slowly made their way to the cheaper of the two coffee shops, Ashvin noticed that the stranger for the day had a cheerful vibe about him expect for his obvious issues with marriage. In comparison, his own thoughts had left him feeling a little dull. They reached the coffee shop, where a bright young girl wearing a green cap offered to take their orders. Her lapel read Cindi. Ashvin started to wonder; Are all girls with names ending with an 'i' so enthusiastic? Consciously deciding to continue that line of thought later, he asked for an Expresso; while Aditya was squinting hard, almost in a childish manner, at the Menu unable to decide. He finally decided on a hot chocolate with extra cream and sugar. Cindi had a short pony-tail which bounced about as she scurried away to fetch the orders.

They sat down on a table nearby. A few thoughtful moments were observed in silence while savoring the hot beverage. It was Aditya who broke the comfortable lull.

"So what takes you home, this time of the year?"

It was quite a harmless and simple question. There seemed to be many, many ways in which Ashvin could answer it, but none seemed right. Even if they were right, at the very least they would have ended up making the mood quite grim. So carefully dodging the topic, he vaguely said "You know... sometimes you think you did extremely well in an exam. You end up bragging about it to everyone and finally when the results come out, you come to know that things ended up going horribly wrong. You wish that everyone could just forget what you had told them but to your misfortune every single person seems to remember and make it a point to ask you about the results. No matter how many very 'genuine' excuses you might come up with to hide your shame, all you can picture is their disapproval." He just smiled wanly as he once again drifted into his earlier thoughts.

Aditya, who by now had forgotten his question, gulped his hot chocolate and started laughing wildly. "Yeah man! I have so been there..." The rest of the conversation was lost upon Ashvin who was now completely immersed in his own hopes and fears until; "Check out that babe! Your 3 o'clock, quick!"

"Okay!" Slightly surprised by the sudden change in direction he thought: This is probably just another 'despo' who doesn't like a serious commitment, hence the aversion for marriage. 

"Oh man! Doesn't she look incredible in that dress!?" Aditya exclaimed quite comically and suddenly seemed to remember something disturbing as he said "Argh...! I am going to loose my freedom soon. I love this independent, unfettered, single life where I live the way I want to, do what I want to and go where I want to not worrying about mundane responsibilities. In one go, all my happiness is probably going to be sucked away and what will be left behind would be another typical 'settled' Indian. Don't you think so?"

"Hmm, don't you want to settle down?"

Aditya took a moment before answering "Well I don't mind settling down sometime in the future, but I want to enjoy this freedom I have now. Why should I give up on that just because my parents think that I need to get married before a certain age? "

"You want the cake, cream, cherry and eat it too."

"Ah, that may be so. But, do you truly see meaning in living a life you dislike just so that you conform to the rest of the world?"

Ashvin again drifted back into his thoughts while Aditya surveyed the people around him. Suddenly the airport seemed to be bustling with renewed activity. Satisfied that there was nothing interesting happening, his attention reverted first to his hot chocolate and then to his troubled companion. This guy surely has some problem, but isn't willing to speak to a stranger about it.

Ashvin finally broke his pensive silence and said at length, "You cannot forever shirk away responsibilities. Besides, I don't think you have completely looked into the positive side of marriage. I have been in love for a long time now and I want to share the rest of my life with her. There is so much joy in sharing. You just have to experience it; you would surely understand why it is such a rich experience that compared to it, the freedom in being single and life without responsibilities doesn't really matter."

Taking a long sip, Aditya said "So I take it that you are going to marry this person very soon."

A deep frown etched Ashvin's face now. Damn! With a slow and deliberate voice, he said "I was afraid this conversation was going to go gloomy sooner or later. I don't know why I am even talking to you about all this."

"For a person who likes the concept of marriage, I thought you would have liked to change my opinion with some 'new' convincing argument." For just a fraction of a second a sarcastic smile appeared on Aditya's face. "I'm sorry, let's leave it if it troubles you so much."

Ashvin did not seem to notice the sarcasm, "I am clear about what I want in my life, but I can't say the same about her. We have been in a relationship for a few years. Now when I suggest that we marry, she seems to have become enlightened about all the practical problems that would ensue. Suddenly, it's not worth all the trouble she would have to go through to be with me. I have seen people talk about love lightly, but I didn't imagine that I would be at the receiving end."

"Hmm... that sounds bad. Wouldn't such a situation make one loose their faith in things like love and marriage?"

"No! I believe I met the wrong person and it took me too long to realize that. I still think that marriage is a necessary and rich experience everyone must go through."

Aditya took a moment observing the person across the table. "Don't you think that if you had not met this person, you would not have been in this situation?

Ashvin took a sip and seemed to stare into the distance as he said "Thinking like that would undermine all the happy times."

"Maybe... Maybe not. Is the rise worth the fall?"

"Let me ask you something Aditya, do you like living alone?"

"No way man! Who does?"

Ashvin was visibly relieved by that reply; nodding as he said, "So you do accept that you don't want to end up alone. So it seems that you accept that you do need company of some form. Eventually marriage is the one thing that will save you from a lonely life."

"I agree with you completely on that. But, it would be true only if you find the right person to share it with. So it is just a statistical probability that I will find happiness with the girl my parents suggest."

That seemed to amuse Ashvin. He said, "That's quite a scientific way of looking at it. Look at my own experience; many times you might think you know a person very a well until things go wrong. If I think back and see, I believe we spent more time talking about some common interests but never really talked about what we expected from each other." Suddenly a pang of sadness flashed across his face as he trailed off, "I wish..."

For a few moments silence ensued, it was Aditya who finally said "I guess I must confess that you are right about many things. I agree that I don't want to live alone; it is true that be it a person you love or someone your parents choose, when the time really comes, things usually never work out as you imagine they would. But, nobody ever addresses the issue of why should one conform? Why should settling down be at the expense of a lot of freedom?"

"Why not think of it as a different sort of an adventure? It is a novel experience that you can never experience unmarried."

A smile spread across Aditya's face as he said, "I like that view. I have never really bothered myself too much with the details of most things in life. I have always taken things as they come. You may have a point there. But, by your very own argument, you should not be so troubled by one single person."

The last comment seemed to annoy Ashvin, "When you know that someone is the one for you, how can you not be troubled?"

"The one? What do you even mean by that? If a person doesn't want to fight to be with you, how can she be the one?"

Ashvin now was clearly angry, "How can you conclude that without even knowing the person? You don't..."

Aditya cut him off, "Hey! Chill out man! I don't mean to offend you. You seem like a person who thinks things through very well. Unlike me, you are a man with a plan. But, how can you let one person dictate your life and hold you back from enjoying it?"

Ashvin was dumbstruck by that. He tried to take a sip from his cup only to realize that it was already empty. When Aditya saw that and started laughing, he managed a sheepish grin. This guy actually makes sense. I had written him off to be just scared of commitment, but that may not be the case. After a few moments, he finally said "You are right. Though I hate to admit it.... you are right. Maybe I let a single person dictate my life for too long."

With a big grin, Aditya said "Now we are talking!" In a more sober tone he said, "I must confess that as you have rightly pointed out, I have been biased about marriage. Maybe it is going to be quite an interesting adventure, maybe losing some of the freedom and accepting some responsibilities instead isn't as bad as I made it out to be. Who knows, I might even end up with a girl as crazy as me." With a big grin he added, "Hey! Lot many more fish in the sea. I'm sure you can find another one without any difficulty."

With a mischievous smile, Ashvin said "Like the hottie at your 7 o'clock?"

Like a bullet, Aditya whipped his head around to find an old woman, probably in her sixties, asleep with her mouth wide open and an open book on her lap. He burst out laughing, "And here I was thinking that you just didn't have a sense of humour!"

Ashvin joined his wild laughter, again drawing the attention of a few people nearby. One of them seemed to have been busy with her thoughts now looked very startled. He saw his watch and realized that it was about time for boarding the flight. Aditya seemed to notice too. Wordlessly they got up and started walking towards the gate.

Much to his own surprise, Ashvin blurted "It was nice to meet you Aditya and thanks a lot."

"It was nice to meet you too, but what is the thanks for?" A curious smile spread across his face.

"For pointing out the babe at my 3 o'clock, I think she was checking me out."

"For a moment I thought you were thanking me for changing your perspective on marriage" jibed Aditya.

"Yeah, you wish..." At that both of them burst out laughing.

As the humdrum of the airport muffled out their voices; "So, Ashvin, you never told me what is it that you do for a living besides convincing people about the positive side of marriage....."

Cindi came out of the shop to clear the table wondering why the only customers that morning were laughing vividly. Finding no answers in the empty cups, she threw them in to recycle. It was time for a break from what had been a slow, long morning. Her ponytail bouncing about as she scurried off to grab a bite to eat.

Thank you Vidyasagar, for helping me with the story.